Florida to California
California to Florida
Where my home and heart reside
My blood lies in Florida
My life lies in California
Flew across the country to be in sunny Florida
Drove through the rain with the humidity to reach my destiny
I walked through the doors, heart feeling heavy
I walked and looked until my eyes locked with my mommy
She looked like me, she talked like me, she even walked like me
California, Florida, life and blood
Tears were shed
Hearts made full
Fear of loss pulling my heart
Fear of being tossed away just like before
Now even though she swore nothing would be like before
I still lay awake at night with fear of losing my birth mommy once more.