I met someone
He was just so blissfully pure
He felt like a blooming beautiful beginning
But the red roses that showed up on my doorstep the next day
soon shriveled
And the thorns played their deceitful tricks
now I can only think about
How hard it will be
When he leaves
And how the beginning
Will disintegrate into what I know as
Silky stranger grey
I don’t want to dance there
I only want to dance under the sun
With forevers that feel like beginnings
And beginnings that feel like forever
But this is not where I will be
You are bound to leave
They always do
And this is all I can think about
When I think of you
Endings are dark and stormy
If only I could focus on this sunny beginning
And how you remind me of the sea
Wild, free, and where I want to be
Instead of the inevitable ending
Where we say goodbye
And it hurts like hell
And yet another sliver of my heart
Is occupied by someone else